Following the ray of light, no matter how dim it may be…
As I walk through this season where the darkness never seems to fade, I find myself looking at the little ray of Light that I see…..
I find myself wishing that the ray of Light was bigger, and easier to see, but I’m thankful it’s there,nonetheless.
I have to believe that the Light will get brighter, and that the darkness will eventually fade, but I have no idea when that will be.
I know from past seasons of trial that God always comes through, and that my waiting will not be in vain.
I know that he’s aware of the struggles and that he’s not surprised by anything….it all passes by Him before it does me.
I know He’s making me stronger, that I’m being refined, but I have to confess that I’m tired.
I’m tired of the darkness, the weight of it all, and the sorrow that doesn’t leave my heart.
And more than anything, I want some relief from it all…relief from the struggle that just doesn’t want to end.
But I know there’s a bigger plan, a picture that I can’t quite see, and I’ve learned to trust that the Author of my story—my life—isn’t finished with me yet.
And though life is hard and some days the pain is great, I know and believe that there’s going to be a beautiful ending to the story….